So Im Sat Here....

So, while I'm sat here in my lounge at 9pm at night contemplating my life, I have realised that I created a blog over a year ago and not much has been written on it. However, life is not as great as I hoped it would be a couple of years ago. I'm back to being single, living with my parents, struggling to study a degree in Psychology and Counselling while also keeping on top of a career as a Retail Manager. You could say that could be quite difficult right?
I'm currently having problems sleeping....I feel like I'm not sleeping a wink. I could easily fall asleep standing up but I'm desperately trying to keep my motivation going as much as possible. So what else is on my mind? I have no idea.

I started writing a fiction novel last year that is nowhere near complete and I keep telling myself that next year my book will be on the best seller shelves at bookstores but I cant seem to get any further at the minute. I'm not sure how well my book would do if I'm honest. Like most authors, my story began with a dream I had giving me an idea....or it was more like a nightmare. I don't want it to end up like one of those teenage fictions like Twilight where there is a love triangle and all that malarkey.  I want it to be as realistic as possible but also like your entering the main characters mind. Yeah there might be a bit of love there but nothing like what has already been written. I suppose I want it to be more grown up in a way.
All I will say so far is that its a young woman's nightmare of losing her father and she goes to Hell and back to find him again....hidden agendas?  Oh there's a lot of them.

I'm off to Florida in June to see a very close friend. I cannot wait to see her. I'm so excited that I get to see my god daughter for the first time as well. I'm already trying to plan things to do over there even though its so far away. I will be taking my incomplete novel with me just in case I get any ideas while I am away.

I know this isn't really much of a blog post, I'm just spilling out anything and everything but I will keep more up to date in how my novel is doing and how the degree is going, etc.

There's nothing going on in the love life, I almost feel like I don't really have time for a man right now. Theres so much going on and not enough time in the day for me to get everything done. Take my degree for example, its due in on Monday. I have to look at an A4 page of percentages about neighbour disputes and find some patterns and summarise what its all about. Iv spent 3 weeks staring at his table and I cannot see any patterns....so frustrating! That's only half of the assignment as well.....so guess what I am up to all weekend. Fun fun fun! Lets hope I can keep my eyes open to complete it. Its so hard to concentrate with this sleeping issue. It could be my iron levels but I have never felt this bad before so I am slightly doubting it.

I am hoping that pretty soon I will have some time to get back to my geeky roots and get back into my gaming. I do miss playing World of Warcraft and Skyrim but I haven't played in so long that I think I will have to restart them. I need a new computer though before I get back into World of Warcraft. ....theres so many extras now that I don't think my laptop can handle it. ....I sound silly but it does sadden me.

Time to run away.

An Introduction....

Well, this is just an introduction to my blog really. Thoughts and opinions will be going into this blog; mainly based on movies I suspect.

Because I go to the local cinema at least once a week, I have taken it upon myself to write my own movie reviews.

I also listen to alot of music and read many books so much thought will be going into this blog. I do write my own novels in my spare time and might go a little further to post my own ideas and previews of my writings on this blog.

This is my first timewriting a blog and I am sure I will become more experienced as I go along.

I am still trying to figure this Blogger out and it will take some time. I have made mistakes already...chosen the wrong layout, chosen the wrong blog title.....and right now, I cannot find a way to change these but I am sure I will as long as I continue experimenting with this website.

I do wonder how many people will see this? Will anyone comment? Will anyone give me any opinions of their own?

We shall see.

*~Everyday is a blessing~*